that lovers curse

over 10 years ago

I have come to a point in my life where there are so many opportunities and changes in my life that i’am totally overwhelmed as i have, up until recently only had a very dull and meaningless life. I’am totally terrified of change and new beginnings because i’am afraid of failure. I also miss someone terribly but have been very badly hurt to the point my trust in people is diminishing. I don’t want this to happen because i don’t want to be a jaded and spiteful person. I need help in guiding me towards a positive direction where i can make the best out of a bad situation and seize opportunities to make my life fulfilling.